Albino Lizard
There is a deeper meaning behind the mundane
Category: Memoir
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I just completed these steps to the point of publishing an ePub on a site that specializes in dispensing electronic goods. To write the book, I used the docs app on my phone and a micro sd card. Docs prefers to keep its files on the Google drive, but I prefer the micro sd card…
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It’s a new habit — well not really, I always knew that this was the right thing to do — but I often allowed my emotions to play in me. Love is not an emotion, it’s a decision. I knew that too. What’s new is an insight I had recently about how to apply this…
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The independent investigation of truth is a principle that I value very highly. I remember scrutinizing a slightly older couple, when I was about 23 years old, who were testifying to me on a street corner, while vehicular traffic was blocked off for some event. They were trying to convince me to give my heart…
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Today (Friday, August 13) I discovered tempo changes only change the first 50 bars. Bar 51 and beyond reverts back to the original tempo. This flaw makes the app unusable for my purposes. At least I was able to export my files as standard MIDI files. I’ve been busy making backing tracks for my compositions.…
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When science becomes a prescribed opinion it isn’t science. Science is an independent investigation. An opinion that has been disseminated, is that the cold virus, current for the last two years almost, is capable of spreading from people who feel and appear healthy. I have never experienced a virus that comes through me and gets…
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I heard the gentle voice of my spirit guide say, “You won, Jera.” Hmmm what does that mean? We had just appealed a citation for $500. Will we get the money back? “You won, Jera.” She said it several times. For three months we have not parked on our little lot. A week before my…
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When we overlook what we can do for our fellow travelers we are missing the whole point. Our faith is empty if we put concern for our own soul above the needs of another. (From a recovery day book) Someone posted that on a group I’m in and i realized i was wrong to be…
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In my post yesterday, “My Solution,” I discussed one tiny piece of the puzzle of how to achieve spiritual fulfillment, and left out the most important part. The most important part is having a direct relationship with God. That, of course, is impossible, because God, by definition, is Unknowable. So how do we have a…
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I realized there is more to the story, that I wrote yesterday evening and posted as “My Addiction,” specifically the technique I use to prevent myself from having an emotional outburst when a provocation for an emotional outburst comes up. The technique, I discovered very recently and have used several times successfully to prevent an…
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Alcohol and drugs were just subsidiary addictions. My main disease is unhealthy relationships. Alcohol use kind of tapered off with me until sometime during winter or early spring of 1992, I decided I didn’t want to use it anymore. Shortly after that, in April of 1992, I joined a religious organization (the Baha’i Faith) that…
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