Albino Lizard

    What a shock it is that David Wilcock killed himself on April 20 of this year, near Boulder, Colorado. Less than 24 hours earlier he had urged his followers not to commit suicide, as he had urged us many times previously. Many times he had affirmed that he himself was not suicidal. How many of us realized that all this was a bluster designed to help himself overcome his own very present suicidal ideations? I’ll admit, I did not understand until now.
    What was the weapon he held, as the police he had summoned with a 911 call approached? What part of his body did he apply that weapon to? Was that self inflicted wound medically verified to be the cause of death? Was it proven by the angle of entry to have been self inflicted? David had referred to scientists being killed, disappeared and suicided, and admitted that he was scared. Are there ways to mentaly overcome a person and force him to harm himself? Are there implantable devices for that purpose?
    I’m shocked, grieved and have more questions than answers. David may have transitioned to a sad place, as he himself warned would happen to the soul that commits suicide. David do you know about the Avatar Who appears once an age for our help and salvation? He knows about the enormous stress you were under. He wants to heal you and lift you up. Amen, so let it be.
    It appears David had a persona, that he projected onto his online videos, of the enlightened teacher, that he did not fully realize in everyday life. He taught that love casts out fear, yet the reality was that he didn’t actually know how to do it. His fearless loving holiness was a hollow facade. Now in the next world, he will have more opportunity to really learn for himself what he had been preaching. David, you must know the Manifestation of God for the age you are in, and through knowing Him, meet the Unmanifested. Thus has it been written in all the Holy books of all the worlds.

    Blind Thine eyes that thou mayest behold My beauty;
    Stop time ears that thou mayest harken unto the sweet melody of My voice.
    Empty thyself of all learning … save the knowledge of Me,
    That with a clear vision, a pure heart, and an attentive ear
    Thou mayest enter the court of My holiness. –Bahá’u’lláh