I read the Ascension Mysteries by David Wilcock (2016), a fascinating read that was hard to put down. This full length book is available from many sources as an electronic book or a print book. 

Is ascension—a graduation into a higher level of existence—your ultimate goal for being human? And are there negative forces in the universe that feed on your fear, anger, guilt, and shame and will stop at nothing to prevent you from achieving this quantum leap in your evolution? Are we witnessing a tremendous competition over who gets to control our planet? Would these negative forces literally die without our selfishness, jealousy, materialism, greed, and loneliness providing them with an energy supply?

David Wilcock, the Ascension Mysteries

The big bang theory is not proven, and not all physicists agree with it. Some favor an ongoing creation. David describes an interesting idea where the seed of the universe is a geometric shape. This article on David’s website, Divine Cosmos, was footnoted in the first chapter of the Ascension Mysteries, because the structure of the universe was discussed in both:

https://divinecosmos.com/davids-blog/1157-decloaking-lucifer/

There are no particles in the atom, David believes, only energy patterns in geometric shapes, as discovered by Dr. Robert Moon in 1987. The 8 protons in the oxygen molecule form a cube.

Pulsing tones through sand floating on a drop of water can produce geometric shapes. “Most of us still believe matter is made of particles that are hard, solid, and tangible. If we retool our scientific models to see that atoms are geometric energy patterns, then that means all matter could be formed by something akin to a sound wave—that has reverberated throughout the entire universe. This is exactly what the ancient spiritual traditions tell us.

David Wilcock, the Ascension Mysteries.

This nest of shapes cranks out some of the most stable and abundant elements on Earth—oxygen (cube), silicon (octahedron), iron (icosahedron), and palladium (dodecahedron)—and solves an impressive number of quantum physics problems.

David Wilcock, the Ascension Mysteries.

It is certainly very possible that we are not alone in the universe, as David points out in the Ascension Mysteries, providing proof that there are many habitable planets in the universe that could have life like ours, and I have no doubt that potentially disturbing events, such as encounters with ETs have been covered up.

Approximately 55,000 years ago a group of aliens crash landed on earth and were unable to leave. Owing to their advanced technology they became kings and shamens, and their descendents still rule nations from the shadows. 

It took a great deal of time, energy, research, insider testimony, and personal risk for me to discover that there is a vast, secretive cult on Earth that considers Lucifer to be the good guy. Some people call this group the “New World Order,” the Bilderbergers, the Trilateral Commission, or the Illuminati, but here we will call them the Cabal.

David Wilcock, the Ascension Mysteries

Symbols such as the all seeing eye on dollar bills are increasingly being recognized as being Luciferian.

…[M]illennials are now being inundated with a seemingly nonstop bombardment of Luciferian symbolism in movies, music videos, Super Bowl halftime shows, music awards ceremonies, video games, and television shows.

David Wilcock, the Ascension Mysteries

In spite of a massive coverup, there are such things as extraterrestrials (ETs) and their spaceships (UFOs). There are two basic types of ETs, benevolent (positive) ETs and evil (negative) ETs. Some may prefer to call these same forces as angels and demons. We really know very little about either. But like the atom, which we have never seen, with study, it becomes apparent how the geometry of its structure effects the things we can see.

The negative ETs (demonsl) feed on unhappiness and misery. They promote wars, fights, sicknesses, accidents, crimes, pedophilia, prostitution, addiction and anything else that causes misery. There is a blood relationship between the negative ETs and the cabal, who sponsor music, movies and fiction – sometimes by abuse and force – that encourage violence.

The people who pull the strings and make the real decisions in our government are not elected. Our elected leaders are told what they must do or else. 

[Scientist and inventor, Dr.] Pete  [Peterson] … revealed that a very provocative meeting took place between [then President elect] Obama and the surviving former US presidents on January 7, 2009. Up until this point, Obama did not know what he had gotten himself into. According to Pete, he was taken into a half-hour private meeting with George H. W. Bush in which he was severely verbally abused and threatened. 

…Up until that meeting, Obama did not know much, if anything, about the Cabal. He was told that he and all of his family would be tortured and killed if they resisted. Obama apparently staggered out of this meeting into a room in the White House that he thought was private. He held his head in his hands and cried, saying he had been made into a scapegoat. … Pete also said the vast majority of insiders working for the Alliance know that this happened. US presidents are generally given very little access to the real secrets, and the Cabal is masterful at trying to pin the blame on elected officials, thereby diverting attention from themselves.

David Wilcock, the Ascension Mysteries

The Alliance consists of some positive members of the US Pentagon, certain leaders and associates world wide, who are working together, and with the positive ETs, to unseat the cabal.

Ancient gods and mythical traditions, such as Lucifer and Osiris, are worshiped by the hidden rulers of the world, who somehow convince themselves and each other that they are the good, the faithful ones, that plundering and hoarding the Earth’s precious gems and metals, exploiting humanity, and even a depopulation agenda, are virtues! 

Though I have heard David Wilcock speak on Internet videos, and felt that he had earned my respect with the compassion he expresses and his love for the truth, my most recent interest in his material was sparked by an online book that he wrote in 2014, Financial Tyranny: Defeating the Greatest Cover-Up of All Time.

https://divinecosmos.com/davids-blog/1023-financial-tyranny/

In 6 lengthy chapters, the book explains why we on earth are overworked, underpaid, poor, and isolated, compared to how we might live if a huge injustice were not being perpetrated against us.

Í hàd been thinking about the government. There seemed something wrong with partisan politics. Each party sides with industries that are problematic for personal and environmental health. It is as if the industries are divided up between the political parties, and one party may weakly challenge certain industries but others not at all, and with the other party it is the opposite. They may weakly challenge the industries that the first party may not speak ill of, and they are constrained from challenging the others. For instance the Democrats must not challenge the pharmaceuticals industry at all, unless it is the high prices, but not the quality of the drugs themselves. However the Republicans can point out a few inconvenient facts about drug side effects. With the weapons industry it is the opposite. The Democrats can bring up the opacity of the defense budget, but the Republicans are not to challenge it. One party disparages brown and black skinned people, the other party blames Russia for everything from social media robots to nuclear arms proliferation, and now the war in Ukraine. Neither party has much tolerance for any kind of socialism, since corporations built on the capitalist model are running the government. The situation is that no matter which party is in power, the weapons, pharmaceuticals and banking industries get their way, and the people lose. I was pondering this and remembered hearing David Wilcock say, in an online video I had watched a year or more ago, that two families prominent among the elite, the Rockefellers and the Rothschilds, are feuding against one another, but it is secret. When one of their members is killed in the feud, both families cover it up. He also seemed to imply that one of the families is a little more Democrat and the other is a little more Republican.

The book, Financial Tyranny, explained so much more about how all of this works that I was amazed. There are some horrible things going on but they are kept secret. The Ascension Mysteries continues in the same vein. 

The cabal have ancient, proven and horrible ways to ensure that their children also grow up as psychopaths. Certain types of trauma are particularly effective to this end, as covered in the online book, Financial Tyranny, by David Wilcock. The upper echelons of secret societies are part of this hidden government. They too have some traumatic initiations for new members and subsequent generations. 

Lucifer can represent different things. The planet Venus, the morning star, can be called Lucifer. The same name can represent a fallen angel, and to some, a good, helpful angel.  Lucifer can be the antagonist, the worthy opponent. In the hero’s journey, the protagonist is challenged by the antagonist, and the intrigue between the two make the plot of the novel, the play, or the movie. 

The negative ETs (the demons) control the cabal that secretly runs the world, even though this cabal is divided and fights among itself. The benevolent ETs (the angels) are waiting to help us free ourselves, but they won’t do it for us. We must take the initiative.

The Luciferian cabal who secretly hijacked the wealth of the earth, and the free will of many of its leaders, has been in existence from ancient times. Can it be loved away? The poor things were made into psychopaths by carefully applied traumas when they were young. Can love heal them? Certainly this evil cabal has raped, abused and missused many, and will continue until they are stopped. Love must be fortified with much wisdom.

Darkness is just the absence of light, there is no embodiment of evil. There is one God, not two – not a God of good and another god of evil. There is no Lucifer, no Satan, no embodiment of evil in actual eternal reality. Our liberty will come through forgiveness, compassion, and understanding

But this ideal reality seems out of reach at times. Sometimes the person next to me takes on the role of the antagonist. When this happens, the platitudes, there is no antagonist, darkness is merely the absence of light, don’t really help. I’m not convinced. My emgrams are being triggered, and I struggle to prevent my pain body from governing my consciousness.

SPOUSE IN THE ROLE OF ANTAGONIST

When my spouse, perhaps unwittingly, takes on the role of the antagonist, I, equally unwittingly, have already taken on that role in his eyes. I still want to be loved at those times, and so I must love. Christ’s command to love your enemies is difficult to obey when a dear one becomes an enemy.

I was walking away and was already too far to understand speech. I heard the phrase, patch of grass, and assumed he was pointing out the interesting patch of grass near the top of the snowy field I was walking through. As he pointed out after I came back, anyone else would have understood him, but I just walked away.

He was triggered because, in his mind, I ignored him and “ran” away. Due to my light weight, I walked easily on the top of the snow, while he sank 12 inches or more with every step, adding to his frustration. He probably is correct that anyone else would have understood him. We both know my hearing is below average. We were there to do a task and I wanted to get the job done. We had recently bought a half acre lot in Julian, California, a mountainous area an hour’s drive from our residence. More recently we had acquired some fence posts, fencing and gates. My understanding of the errand was that we would store the fence posts and 25 feet of fence in a small fenced enclosure pre-existing on the property. We had left the gates behind. Apparently the scope of our errand had evolved, in his mind, to also erect the 25 feet of fencing. I learned this later, to his exasperation, since I hadn’t promptly understood.

I was heading down the area that I think would be appropriate to make a sledding course for kids, next year maybe, when he spoke. I was carefully finding my way through the snow drifts with a fence pole in one hand, when he commented, I thought, about a patch of grass. I was too far away to carry on a conversation, with my hearing the way it is, so I continued on down to the former animal corral, where we had planned on storing our fencing.

When I returned to the area near the street where the car was parked, I encountered an unhappy face and incriminating words. I had skipped my 15 minute meditation that morning because we had both awakened late and wanted to get started with our errand as soon as possible. I haven’t become a screaming reactive mess for some time. The meditation really helps, and I should never skip it. I became a screaming mess, but didn’t realize it. I thought he deserved being screeched at, and that I was “in control” of myself. 

My feelings were hurt repeatedly for the rest of the day to the point where I seriously considered giving up on us. When I finally did meditate, after supper, I started sobbing audibly, because I was so deeply unhappy. Very concerned, he asked me what was wrong. I told him, it just isn’t working, we aren’t making each other happy anymore. He told me I scared him, he thought one of the kids had died. 

We talked and talked. I felt understood and now I understand. There’s no way we are letting each other go over this. My antagonist melted into my beloved again and so did his. But I’m not going to take the blame. He knows I don’t hear well. He reminds me of that so often and so bitterly that I felt he was really unhappy with me and my hearing handicap. Since he knows, why does he try to communicate with me over a distance? He claims he doesn’t expect me to drop what I am doing and trot up close to him to hear what he has to say; so what does he expect? I could just stand still and let him catch up to me, but that is only if I have a clue that he wants to communicate something beyond casual conversation – which this time I didn’t. I thought he was remarking about the landscape; I didn’t know he was asking me to drop the pole in the spot so I could help him with the roll of fencing – that is so big, bulky and heavy that I felt intimidated by it. Do I have a strong, independent nature that wants to follow my own bliss, not take orders from someone else? Yes, definitely! I spend enough of my life complying, let me have a taste of freedom once in a while! Okay, there you have it. Then, I need to be able to take the backlash that may occur! God help me.